wow i just realized how much i care about what people think of me.like today,i was in school with my friends and like when we were in the bookshop buying stuff,i was talking to my friend and like she called me annoying or something i forgot and like i felt a little hurt by that comment and like i just didnt really talk to her afterwards cause i mean i wouldnt wanna annoy you more so i'd just shut my damn mouth so when i was like hanging around with my other friends i wasn't like really feeling happy cause i was kinda still thinking about the comment my friend made then she came and i was like quiet during the whole time and i just said i was tired which i wasn't and like whenever i say i'm tired i'm really not,i just want to keep things to myself or see who's brave enough to ask me whats wrong and like she came and they were talking and she made the same "He's so annoying" comment and like i just didnt feel like talking to her anymore cause i guess i get hurt by comments easily,and all the more she's my close friend so like i got more hurt so like i got really pissed off and like i just wanted to think about things so when they left i left and like today on the bus home,i was with my friend and we were talking then the person who i have a crush on,who i'm trying to get over,comes and sits in front of us and starts talking to my friend and ignored me the whole way so i just pretended to be tired,so i got a little hurt by that and like when i got home like i saw my other best friend telling my good friend to bring jeans and money for tomorrow cause they're going ice skating and i dont know i just felt a little more hurt by the fact that she was my best friend and didnt invite me and the fact that she invited the girl who she didnt really like that much,well so much for friends eh.maybe i think a little too much and maybe i really care a lot about my self image...that sucks,well tomorrow's the last day of school for the year so that means PARTYING and i'm going out with my other best friend tomorrow to some place to hang out,i just really need to talk to Claudia now,i just have to release all this stress,i just feel really crappy and i just need to talk to her cause she knows me like the back of her hand,maybe it wouldn't be so bad afterall to leave for Australia,maybe i can find new friends and start anew,maybe...